Doubt…
It’s definitely a bless that Fiorellino Boudoir arrives 2 years old, this is one of the most thing I attached in my life except my dogs :)
It’s cliche, but I cannot come to this stage without the loves from my great friends and clients, they have given me strength everytime I have doubt to myself. Especially the way of my works that stays away the flow of popular beauty standard in each single channels we face everyday.
Every now and then I heard comments about how I don’t “P” my photos, the tummy is out, the eyes are not balance, the chin is fat… on and on. Sounds like I am the lazy ass charging money but not working XD. Well, it will save tons of my time and energy if I paid few thousands for a retouching program to do the job, and all my images will come out the same tiny face, too smooth skin, crazy long legs and for sure no FAT. This is not kind of “confidence” I wanna deliver to my precious clients, I prove that you can look fabulous just being who you are without filter and photoshop.
If you are looking at yourself and judging every single part, think clearly that the FAT maybe in your head but not the body. 我們不是BLACKPINK,沒有那麼多觀眾。
I understand I am too small to change society mindset, this is a big topic about self celebration, confidence build up, beauty appreciation… Thanks god I have you all here to support me when I have doubt, and I hope this community stays in anyway to support each others and create a healthy world!
XoXo Reta 2023